In the secret place...

After a weekend full of one bad news to another and thinking its over only to get more worse news, I stopped on my steps and realized that even in all this his peace and joy was so sovereign in every situation and I could only go on my face and weep so hard because first I thought; who am I that you love me so much even in my sufferings and the second concern was for those who do not know my JESUS as the prince of peace, where do they run to?. And out of it came the flow of this reality from within...

He satisfy my longings

The bliss of vulnerability only linger so sweet to those who have embraced the walk of freedom. To know the joy of laughter, the agony of sorrow, the streams of tears from one who has been broken only to be kissed back to wholeness by life himself, to bend so low, like a seed to be crushed till the oil flows but still have the inner cry for more of him even if it means more dying . 

The groaning in longing for eternity within to manifest, the awakened dreams to prosper, to share the hope of glory in me to the hopeless and for him to become their glory .His path to walk, his will to fulfill ,according to his purposes which may contradict my dying to self ego sometimes but even with that to fear grace and with gratitude choose the narrow path before me. 

Rest is in knowing the source of these streams is in him for its in him that I live, move and have my being. O the joy of knowing his whispers between the storms, the gently wave That says "this too shall pass" for it is in that moment when you remember that this is a journey and he is the way,the truth and the life. When you have beheld life himself fear becomes your past and in every storm you can only sing "it is well. .." as you wait for him to perfect every thing that concerns you♥.This is the glory in suffering...this is knowing the current situation can not be compared to the glory coming...he is good! 

This is the song he gave me after this through a friend: be blessed~