Since last summer I found myself in this crazy adventure with God, sometimes it feels like I am in the middle of a whirlwind with no way out, the reality of who he is, the reality of the kingdom, my understanding of love or rather lack of it been really challenged and redefined as I get to walk with love himself. Lately he has been drawing me in such passionate hunger in the sea of presence and teaching me how to go into the depth of this unending ocean and it was in finding rest while in his sea I learned to enjoy the treasures, the doors, the waves, storms and even the amazing people he has brought in my life who delight, love and dwell in the living waters.
I will share a drop of what he has been speaking into my heart, his cry for the bride that he longs for to be awakened. its a piece of my journey, where he has been exposing my weak heart in his presence, revealing any ungodly council in me and then through life and endurance, cleansing me and breaking me to reveal his glory in me and he is still doing it...
To the bride
"I am calling you to draw near to me and allow the vibration of my voice pierce the veil of your heart until your only cry is "I must have him", you have allowed the selfishness and pride of the world to dwell in your tent, the culture of "I want so I get, I am better than you because I see signs, I want to be known ..." you are storing your treasure where moth and rust destroy and since you are full of yourself, the stench and corruption of pride blocks you from hearing my call.
Many times you are like Jacob crying out "the lord was here and I knew it not" (Gen28:16), would you weep for your soul, that you will not miss his visitation because you were too busy chasing other lovers, would you listen to the cry on the cross, I was thirsty so they gave me bitter drink. the truth is, it was you I was thirsty for, it was you my bride I was yearning for, you were the reward that had been set before me by my father hence I endured the cross and unless your heart breaks for my love and call upon me until I come and satisfy you then you are still giving me the bitter drink of the cross."
Those born in drought don't know the refreshing of the rain,so they do not know how to ask for an outpouring, but the holy spirit who knows the mind of God leads you to prayer as he knows about the rain that you have never heard of, so in the spirit, he leads you to prayer out of your lower mind in his higher ways so that, which you know not , in his grace you will be granted.
He humbles you until the cross becomes your joy, for its only in that place you can ever find the path to the holy one, its the mystic union, how he longs to conquer our flesh and break our alabaster box, how can we be satisfied by lesser longings while there is a call to deep, embracing him alone.
You will only know you have found him, when you can not leave without him
Prayer
Papa I receive grace to let go of self so that I can have you, awaken my longings, passion and love for you Jesus!!
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